It hurts.

It hurts not to be able to say what you have on your heart. It hurt not knowing where you are heading. It hurts to feel lost in this big world.

I can't talk to any of you, who am I suppose to turn to right now? I'm happy but still I'm sad. How can that be?
Why can't anything be easy for once? Let me just be happy god dammit !!
Why is it I always care about peoples feelings so much? Why should I suffer so you wont?

Pleas !!! can the world just move on and make this easier for me?!! Pleas !